Well, it has been nearly two years since I have written anything here. I have some journal entries that would explain more and detail the chaos that has been my life but needless to say, it goes on.
So what next? That is what I am deeply exploring and embracing now. In the last 18 months or so I nearly died. I lost 7 people close to me, including a sister and my mother only 4 months apart. I moved across the country to start a new life which has been slow going. Yet letting me know that slow is the current pace after years of go, go, go. So I am adjusting. I am breathing. I am playing. I am making magic happen.
I am spending time working with people who are some of the ultimate guides for those of us on this planet. People who have become roll models for thousands, if not hundreds of thousands. I am so grateful for their gifts and their guidance.
I am creating ceremony that allows me to mark the passages of time and honor memories, as well as set precedence for what is to come. I am dreaming of a new life which my losses and the choices of change have opened doors to. I am exploring that which wants to remain and that which wants to retire. Some things are better to be left behind rather than to bend or break under their weight.
So life goes on... and I am making peace in this moment.